The Spectre Hand
Do the dead ever revisit this earth?
On this subject even the ponderous and unsentimental Dr. Johnson
was of opinion that to maintain they did not, was to oppose the
concurrent and unvarying testimony of all ages and nations, as there
was no people so barbarous, and none so civilized, but among whom
apparitions of the dead were related and believed in. "That which is
doubted by single cavillers," he adds, "can very little weaken the
general evidence, and some who deny it with their tongues confess it
by their fears."
In the August of last year I found myself with three friends, when
on a northern tour, at the Hotel de Scandinavie, in the long and
handsome Carl Johan Gade of Christiana. A single day, or little more,
had sufficed us to "do" all the lions of the little Norwegian
capital—the royal palace, a stately white building, guarded by
slouching Norski riflemen in long coats, with wide-awakes and green
plumes; the great brick edifice wherein the Storthing is held, and
where the red lion appears on everything, from the king's throne to
the hall-porter's coal-scuttle; the castle of Aggerhuis and its petty
armoury, with a single suit of mail, and the long muskets of the Scots
who fell at Rhomsdhal; after which there is nothing more to be seen;
and when the little Tivoli gardens close at ten, all Christiana goes
to sleep till dawn next morning.
English carriages being perfectly useless in Norway, we had ordered
four of the native carrioles for our departure, as we were resolved to
start for the wild mountainous district named the Dovrefeld, when a
delay in the arrival of certain letters compelled me to remain two days
behind my companions, who promised to await me at Rodnaes, near the
head of the magnificent Rans-fiord; and this partial separation, with
the subsequent circumstance of having to travel alone through
districts that were totally strange to me, with but a slight knowledge
of the language, were the means of bringing to my knowledge the story
I am about to relate.
The table d'hôte is over by two o'clock in the fashionable hotels
of Christiana, so about four in the afternoon I quitted the city, the
streets and architecture of which resemble portions of Tottenham Court
Road, with stray bits of old Chester. In my carriole, a comfortable
kind of gig, were my portmanteau and gun-case; these, with my whole
person, and indeed the body of the vehicle itself, being covered by
one of those huge tarpaulin cloaks furnished by the carriole company
in the Store Standgade.
Though the rain was beginning to fall with a force and density
peculiarly Norse when I left behind me the red-tiled city with all its
green coppered spires, I could not but be struck by the bold beauty of
the scenery, as the strong little horse at a rasping pace tore the
light carriole along the rough mountain road, which was bordered by
natural forests of dark and solemn-looking pines, interspersed with
graceful silver birches, the greenness of the foliage contrasting
powerfully with the blue of the narrow fiords that opened on every
hand, and with the colours in which the toy-like country houses were
painted, their timber walls being always snowy white, and their
shingle roofs a flaming red. Even some of the village spires wore the
same sanguinary hue, presenting thus a singular feature in the
The rain increased to an unpleasant degree; the afternoon seemed to
darken into evening, and the evening into night sooner than usual,
while dense masses of vapour came rolling down the steep sides of the
wooded hills, over which the sombre firs spread everywhere and up every
vista.that opened, like a sea of cones; and as the houses became fewer
and further apart, and not a single wanderer was abroad, and I had but
the pocket-map of my "John Murray" to guide me, I soon became
convinced that instead of pursuing the route to Rodnaes I was somewhere
on the banks of the Tyri-fiord, at least three Norwegian miles (i.e.
twenty-one English) in the opposite direction, my little horse worn
out, the rain still falling in a continual torrent, night already at
hand, and mountain scenery of the most tremendous character everywhere
around me. I was in an almost circular valley (encompassed by a chain
of hills), which opened before me, after leaving a deep chasm that the
road enters, near a place which I afterwards learned bears the name of
Owing to the steepness of the road, and some decay in the harness
of my hired carriole, the traces parted, and then I found myself, with
the now useless horse and vehicle, far from any house, homestead, or
village where I could have the damage repaired or procure shelter, the
rain still pouring like a sheet of water, the thick, shaggy, and
impenetrable woods of Norwegian pine towering all about mc, their
shadows rendered all the darker by the unusual gloom of the night.
To remain quietly in the carriole was unsuitable to a temperment so
impatient as mine; I drew it aside from the road, spread the tarpaulin
over my small stock of baggage and the gun-case, haltered the pony to
it, and set forth on foot, stiff, sore, and weary, in search of
succour; and, though armed only with a Norwegian tolknife, having no
fear of thieves or of molestation.
Following the road on foot in the face of the blinding rain, a
Scotch plaid and oilskin my sole protection now, I perceived ere long
a side-gate and little avenue, which indicated my vicinity to some
place of abode. After proceeding about three hundred yards or so, the
wood became more open, a light appeared before me, and I found it to
proceed from a window on the ground floor of a little two-storeyed
mansion, built entirely of wood. The sash, which was divided in the
middle, was unbolted, and stood partially and most invitingly open;
and knowing how hospitable the Norwegians are, without troubling
myself to look for the entrance-door, I stepped over the low sill into
the room (which was tenantless) and looked about for a bell-pull,
forgetting that in that country, where there are no mantelpieces, it
is generally to be found behind the door.
The floor was, of course, bare, and painted brown; a high German
stove, like a black iron pillar, stood in one corner on a stone block;
the door, which evidently communicated with some other apartment, was
constructed to open in the middle, with one of the quaint lever handles
peculiar to the country. The furniture was all of plain Norwegian
pine, highly varnished; a reindeer-skin spread on the floor, and
another over an easy chair, were the only luxuries; and on the table
lay the "Illustret Tidende," the "Aftonblat," and other papers of that
morning, with a meerschaum and pouch of tobacco, all serving to show
that some one had recently quitted the room.
I had just taken in all these details by a glance, when there
entered a tall thin man of gentlemanly appearance, clad in a rough
tweed suit, with a scarlet shirt, open at the throat, a simple but
degagé style of costume, which he seemed to wear with a natural grace,
for it is not every man who can dress thus and still retain am air of
distinction. Pausing, he looked at me with some surprise and
inquiringly, as I began my apologies and explanation in German.
"Taler de Dansk-Norsk," said he, curtly.
"I cannot speak either with fluency, but—"
"You are welcome, however, and I shall assist you in the
prosecution of your journey.
Meantime, here is cognac. I am an old soldier, and know the
comforts of a full canteen, and of the Indian weed, too, in a wet
bivouac. There is a pipe at your service.".I thanked him, and (while he
gave directions to his servants to go after the carriole and horse)
proceeded to observe him more closely, for something in his voice
and eye interested me deeply.
There was much of broken-hearted melancholy—something that
indicated a hidden sorrow—in his features, which were handsome, and
very slightly aquiline. His face was pale and careworn; his hair and
moustache, though plentiful, were perfectly white-blanched, yet he did
not seem over forty years of age. His eyes were blue, but without
softness, being strangely keen and sad in expression, and times there
were when a startled look, that savoured of fright, or pain, or
insanity, or of all mingled, came suddenly into them. This unpleasant
expression tended greatly to neutralize the symmetry of a face that
otherwise was evidently a fine one. Suddenly a light seemed to spread
over it, as I threw off some of my sodden mufflings, and he exclaimed—
"You speak Danskija, and English too, I know! Have you quite forgotten
me, Herr Kaptain?"
he added, grasping my hand with kindly energy. "Don't you remember
Carl Holberg of the Danish Guards?"
The voice was the same as that of the once happy, lively, and jolly
young, Danish officer, whose gaiety of temper and exuberance of spirit
made him seem a species of madcap, who was wont to give champagne
suppers at the Klampenborg Gardens to great ladies of the court and to
ballet-girls of the Hof Theatre with equal liberality; to whom many a
fair Danish girl had lost her heart, and who, it was said, had once
the effrontery to commence a flirtation with one of the royal
princesses when he was on guard at the Amalienborg Palace. But how was
I to reconcile this change, the appearance of many years of premature
age, that had come upon him?
"I remember you perfectly, Carl," said I, while we shook hands;
"yet it is so long since we met; moreover—excuse me—but I knew not
whether you were in the land of the living."
The strange expression, which I cannot define, came over his face
as he said, with a low, sad tone— "Times there are when I know not
whether I am of the living or the dead. It is twenty years since our
happy days—twenty years since I was wounded at the Battle of
Idstedt—and it seems as if 'twere twenty ages."
"Old friend, I am indeed glad to meet you again."
"Yes, old you may call me with truth," said he, with a sad, weary
smile, as he passed his hand tremulously over his whitened locks,
which I could remember being a rich auburn.
All reserve was at an end now, and we speedily recalled a score and
more of past scenes of merriment and pleasure, enjoyed together—prior
to the campaign of Holstein—in Copenhagen, that most delightful and
gay of all the northern cities; and, under the influence of memory, his
now withered face seemed to brighten, and some of its former
expression stole back again.
"Is this your fishing or shooting quarters, Carl?" I asked.
"Neither. It is my permanent abode."
"In this place, so rural—so solitary? Ah! you have become a
Benedick—taken to love in a cottage, and so forth—yet I don't see
any signs of—"
"Hush! for godsake! You know not who hears us," he exclaimed, as
terror came over his face; and he withdrew his hand from the table on
which it was resting, with a nervous suddenness of action that was
unaccountable, or as if hot iron had touched it.
"Why ?—Can we not talk of such things?" asked I.
"Scarcely here—or anywhere to me," he said, incoherently. Then,
fortifying himself with a stiff glass of cognac and foaming seltzer,
he added: "You know that my engagement with my cousin Marie Louise
Viborg was broken off—beautiful though she was, perhaps is still, for
even.twenty years could not destroy her loveliness of feature and
brilliance of expression—but you never knew why?"
"I thought you behaved ill to her—were mad, in fact."
A spasm came over his face. Again he twitched his hand away as if a
wasp had stung, or something unseen had touched it, as he said— "She
was very proud, imperious and jealous."
"She resented, of course, your openly wearing the opal ring which
was thrown to you from the palace window by the princess—"
"The ring—the ring! Oh, do not speak of that!" said he, in a
hollow tone. "Mad ?—yes, I was mad— and yet I am not, though I have
undergone, and even now am undergoing, that which would break the
heart of a Holger Danske! But you shall hear, if I can tell it with
coherence and without interruption, the reason why I fled from
society, and the world—and for all these twenty miserable years have
buried myself in this mountain solitude, where the forest overhangs the
fiord, and where no woman's face shall ever smile on mine! In short,
after some reflection and many involuntary sighs—and being urged,
when the determination to un-bosom himself wavered—Carl Holberg
related to me a little narrative so singular and wild, that but for the
sad gravity—or intense solemnity of his manner—and the air of
perfect conviction that his manner bore with it, I should have deemed
"Marie Louise and I were to be married, as you remember, to cure me
of all my frolics and expensive habits—the very day was fixed; you
were to be the groomsman, and had selected a suite of jewels for the
bride in the Kongens Nytorre; but the war that broke out in
Schleswig-Holstein drew my battalion of the guards to the field,
whither I went without much regret so far as my fiancée was concerned;
for, sooth to say, both of us were somewhat weary of our engagement,
and were unsuited to each other: so we had not been without piques,
coldnesses, and even quarrels, till keeping up appearances partook of
"I was with General Krogh when that decisive battle was fought at
Idstedt between our troops and the Germanising Holsteiners under
General Willisen. My battalion of the guards was detached from the
right wing with orders to advance from Salbro on the Holstein rear,
while the centre was to be attacked, pierced, and the batteries beyond
it carried at the point of the bayonet, all of which was brilliantly
done. But prior to that I was sent, with directions to extend my
company in skirmishing order, among thickets that covered a knoll
which is crowned by a ruined edifice, part of an old monastery with a
"Just prior to our opening fire the funeral of a lady of rank,
apparently, passed us, and I drew my men aside to make way for the
open catafalque, on which lay the coffin covered with white flowers
and silver coronets, while behind it were her female attendants, clad
in black cloaks in the usual fashion, and carrying wreaths of white
flowers and immortelles to lay upon the grave.
Desiring these mourners to make all speed lest they might find
themselves under a fire of cannon and musketry, my company opened, at
six hundred yards, on the Holsteiners, who were coming on with great
spirit. We skirmished with them for more than an hour, in the long
clear twilight of the July evening, and gradually, but with
considerable loss, were driving them through the thicket and over the
knoll on which the ruins stand, when a half-spent bullet whistled
through an opening in the mouldering wall and struck me on the back
part of the head, just below my bearskin cap. A thousand stars seem to
flash around me, then darkness succeeded. I staggered and fell,
believing myself mortally wounded; a pious invocation trembled on my
lips, the roar of the red and distant battle passed away, and I became
"How long I lay thus I know not, but when I imagined myself coming
back to life and to the world I was in a handsome, but rather
old-fashioned apartment, hung, one portion of it with.tapestry and the
other with rich drapery. A subdued light that came, I could not
discover from where, filled it. On a buffet lay my sword and my brown
bearskin cap of the Danish Guards. I had been borne from the field
evidently, but when and to where? I was extended on a soft fauteuil or
couch, and my uniform coat was open. Some one was kindly supporting my
head—a woman dressed in white, like a bride; young and so lovely,
that to attempt any description of her seems futile!
"She was like the fancy portraits one occasionally sees of
beautiful girls, for she was divine, perfectly so, as some
enthusiast's dream, or painter's happiest conception. A long
respiration, induced by admiration, delight, and the pain of my wound
escaped me. She was so exquisitely fair, delicate and pale,
middle-sized and slight, yet charmingly round, with hands that were
perfect, and marvellous golden hair that curled in rippling masses
about her forehead and shoulders, and from amid which her piquante
little face peeped forth as from a silken nest. Never have I forgotten
that face, nor shall I be permitted, to do so, while life lasts at
least," he added, with a strange contortion of feature, expressive of
terror rather than ardour; "it is ever before my eyes, sleeping or
waking, photographed in my heart and on my brain! I strove to rise, but
she stilled, or staved me, by a caressing gesture, as a mother would
her child, while softly her bright beaming eyes smiled into mine, with
more of tenderness, perhaps, than love; while in her whole air there
was much of dignity and self reliance.
" 'Where am I?' was my first question.
" 'With me,' she answered naïvely; 'is it not enough?'
"I kissed her hand, and said— " 'The bullet, I remember, struck
me down in a place of burial on the Salbro Road—strange!'
" 'Why strange?'
" 'As I am fond of rambling among graves when in my thoughtful
" 'Among graves—why?' she asked.
" 'They look so peaceful and quiet.'
"Was she laughing at my unwonted gravity, that so strange a light
seemed to glitter in her eyes, on her teeth, and over all her lovely
face? I kissed her hands again, and she left them in mine.
Adoration began to fill my heart and eyes, and be faintly murmured
on my lips; for the great beauty of the girl bewildered and
intoxicated me; and, perhaps, I was emboldened by past success in more
than one love affair. She sought to withdraw her hand, saying.
" 'Look not thus; I know how lightly you hold the love of one
" 'Of my cousin Marie Louise? Oh! what of that! I never, never
loved till now!' and, drawing a ring from her finger, I slipped my
beautiful opal in its place.
" 'And you love me?" she whispered.
" 'Yes; a thousand times, yes!'
" 'But you are a soldier—wounded, too. Ah! if you should die
before we meet again!'
" 'Or, if you should die ere then?' said I, laughingly.
" 'Die—I am already dead to the world—in loving you; but, living
or dead, our souls are as one, and—'
" 'Neither heaven nor the powers beneath shall separate us now!' I
exclaimed, as something of melodrama began to mingle with the
genuineness of the sudden passion with which she had inspired me. She
was so impulsive, so full of brightness and ardour, as compared to the
cold, proud, and calm Marie Louise. I boldly encircled her with my
arms; then her glorious eyes seemed to fill with the subtle light of
love, while there was a strange magnetic thrill in her touch, and,
more than all, in her kiss.
" ' Carl, Carl!' she sighed.
" 'What! You know my name?—And yours?'
" 'Thyra. But ask no more.'
"There are but three words to express the emotion that possessed
me—bewilderment, intoxication, madness. I showered kisses on her
beautiful eyes, on her soft tresses, on her lips that met mine half
way; but this excess of joy, together with the pain of my wound, began
to overpower me; a sleep, a growing and drowsy torpor, against which I
struggled in vain, stole over me. I remember clasping her firm little
hand in mine, as if to save myself from sinking into oblivion, and
then—no more—no more!
"On again coming back to consciousness, I was alone. The sun was
rising, but had not yet risen. The scenery the thickets through which
we had skirmished, rose dark as the deepest indigo against the
amber-tinted eastern sky; and the last light of the waning moon yet
silvered the pools and marshes around the borders of the Langsö Lake,
where now eight thousand men, the slain of yesterday's battle, were
lying stark and stiff. Moist with dew and blood, I propped myself on
one elbow and looked around me, with such wonder that a sickness came
over my heart. I was again in the cemetery where the bullet had struck
me down; a little grey owl was whooping and blinking in a recess of
the crumbling wall. Was the drapery of the chamber but the ivy that
rustled thereon?—for where the buffet stood there was an old square
tomb, whereon lay my sword and bearskin cap!
"The last rays of the waning moonlight stole through the ruins on a
new-made grave—the fancied fauteuil on which I lay—strewn with the
flowers of yesterday, and at its head stood a temporary cross, hung
with white garlands and wreaths of immortelles. Another ring was on my
finger now; but where was she, the donor? Oh, what opium-dream, or
what insanity was this?
"For a time I remained utterly bewildered by the vividness of my
recent dream, for such I believed it to be. But if a dream, how came
this strange ring, with a square emerald stone, upon my finger? And
where was mine? Perplexed by these thoughts, and filled with wonder and
regret that the beauty I had seen had no reality, I picked my way over
the ghostly débris of the battlefield, faint, feverish, and thirsty,
till at the end of a long avenue of lindens I found shelter in a
stately brick mansion, which I learned belonged to the Count of
Idstert, a noble, on whose hospitality—as he favoured the
Holsteiners—I meant to intrude as little as possible.
"He received me, however, courteously and kindly. I found him in
deep mourning: and on discovering, by chance, that I was the officer
who had halted the line of skirmishers when the funeral cortège passed
on the previous day, he thanked me with earnestness, adding, with a
deep; sigh, that it was the burial of his only daughter.
" 'Half my life seems to have gone with her—my lost darling! She
was so sweet, Herr Kaptain—so gentle, and so surpassingly
beautiful—my poor Thyra!'
" 'Who did you say?' I exclaimed, in a voice that sounded strange
and unnatural, while half-starting from the sofa on which I had cast
myself, sick at heart and faint from loss of blood.
" 'Thyra, my daughter, Herr Kaptain,' replied the Count, too full
of sorrow to remark my excitement, for this had been the quaint old
Danish name uttered in my dream. 'See, what a child I have lost!' he
added, as he drew back a curtain which covered a full-length portrait,
and, to my growing horror and astonishment, I beheld, arrayed in white
even as I had seen her in my vision, the fair girl with the masses of
golden hair, the beautiful eyes, and the piquante smile lighting up
her features even on the canvas, and I was rooted to the spot.
" 'This ring, Herr Count?' I gasped. He let the curtain fall from
his hand, and now a terrible emotion seized him, as he almost tore the
jewel from my finger.
" 'My daughter's ring!' he exclaimed. 'It was buried with her
yesterday—her grave has been violated—violated by your infamous
As he spoke, a mist seemed to come over my sight; a giddiness made
my senses reel, then a hand—the soft little hand of last night, with
my opal ring on its third finger—came stealing into mine, unseen!
More than that, a kiss from tremulous lips I could not see, was pressed
on mine, as I sank backward and fainted! The remainder of my story
must be briefly told.
"My soldiering was over; my nervous system was too much shattered
for further military service. On my homeward way to join and be wedded
to Marie Louise—a union with whom was intensely repugnant to me
now—I pondered deeply over the strange subversion of the laws of
nature presented by my adventure; or the madness, it might be, that
had come upon me.
On the day I presented myself to my intended bride and approached
to salute her, I felt a hand—the same hand—laid softly on mine.
Starting, and trembling, I looked around me; but saw nothing. The
grasp was firm. I passed my other hand over it, and felt the slender
fingers and the shapely wrist; yet still I saw nothing, and Marie
Louise gazed at my motions, my pallor, doubt and terror, with calm,
but cool indignation.
"I was about to speak—to explain—to say I know not what, when a
kiss from lips I could not see sealed mine, and with a cry like a
scream I broke away from my friends and fled.
"All deemed me mad, and spoke with commiseration of my wounded
head; and when I went abroad in the streets men eyed me with
curiosity, as one over whom some evil destiny hung—as one to whom
something terrible had happened, and gloomy thoughts were wasting me to
a shadow. My narrative may seem incredible; but this attendant, unseen
yet palpable, is ever by my side, and if under any impulse, such even
as sudden pleasure in meeting you, I for a moment forget it, the soft
and gentle touch of a female hand reminds me of the past, and haunts
me, for a guardian demon—if I may use such a term—rules my destiny:
one lovely, perhaps, as an angel.
"Life has no pleasures, but only terrors for me now. Sorrow, doubt,
horror and perpetual dread, have sapped the roots of existence; for a
wild and clamorous fear of what the next moment may bring forth is
ever in my heart, and when the touch comes my soul seems to die within
"You know what haunts me now—God help me! God help me! You do not
understand all this, you would say. Still less do I but in all the
idle or extravagant stories I have read of ghosts— stories once my
sport and ridicule, as the result of vulgar superstition or
ignorance—the so-called supernatural visitor was visible to the eye,
or heard by the ear; but the ghost, the fiend, the invisible Thing
that is ever by the side of Carl Holberg, is only sensible to the
touch—it is the unseen but tangible substance of an apparition!
He had got thus far when he gasped, grew livid, and, passing his
right hand over the left, about an inch above it, with trembling
fingers, he said—"It is here—here now—even with you present, I feel
her hand on mine; the clasp is tight and tender, and she will never
leave me, but with life!
And then this once gay, strong, and gallant fellow, now the wreck
of himself in body and in spirit, sank forward with his head between
his knees, sobbing and faint.
Four months afterwards, when with my friends, I was shooting bears
at Hammerfest, I read in the Norwegian "Aftenposten," that Carl
Holberg had shot himself in bed, on Christmas Eve.